So on my last post I was talking about getting motivated so much that I really really reaaalllyyy want to work hard so that I can reach this goal of mine which my friends think is "impossible".
It's not like I fell in love or something because people said that falling in love can give you this positive thoughts and motivates you to do some stuffs... whatever, whoever come up with that got no jams... *again with BTS's references lol*
I'm planning to live overseas one day, I'm tired being here (my hometown) not because I don't appreciate it but I know myself more than anyone else. I really need a new environment for me to developed and I honestly tired living with my mom... although she's my hero, she's the love of my life but I'm tired of her complaining about everything that I do, I can't help it, I can't help her yet, I still have a little bit more time, I wanna graduate with good grades, got a job and slowly moving out and make her proud from a distance. It's not that won't miss her or the rest of my family... but I'm a really bad kid actually... haha
I don't miss my family that much, I don't miss my mom that much when she's away for few days or week, I don't call her just to say that I miss her, I don't ask her how she doing and anything. I'm really bad at being a child. So all I can do to repay her is work hard and make her proud.
Thank you, for motivating me this much. The person don't even know that I exist but I'm very thankful that I finally have the courage to say that I wanted to do something and I will achieve it. They inspires me a lot and I know that someday I must thank them, make them at least know that I exist is all that I wanted.
"Hope that everything will work out fine..."
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