BTS [1st PROJECT] coming soon~!

As soon as I finished my stickers, I wanna make a project for every member and hope for the best haha

The project will be a slogan (60cm x 20 cm), stickers, edited photocards (by me of course), and tote bag (if possible). It's not decided yet but this is what I have in mind and I just wanna share this so that I won't forget everything lmao

I'm going to do a test print first of course and share it to see if people liked it, and going to star open order for limited stock since I don't really have time for other stuff than my college things *sad*

But I'll try my best. Fightinggg~~!

Beezy...

So much things that are ongoing... can't keep up with my own life *haha
Going to focus on my portfolio tho, then find an internship place that I'm confident with and start saving money for my exchange program.

Of course, I'll be spending my whole life in front of a computer... dammit lmao

I'll try my best to catch up with everything, I'm also going to perfect my vector skills so that I can make my own fanart gallery 'cause honestly, digital painting is soooooo hard for me, I'm too impatient to make such things and ruined everything in the end haha

Fighting!

Hmm... maybe [TO BTS]?

Another BTS related topic hehe~

Since this blog is only about me, myself and I. Sharing my thoughts and message about my idol is pretty important for me because I look up to them, I'm not the type of fan that love my idols just because they look good in front of the cameras. I can proudly say that I am an ARMY because I love BTS's music, I love the lyrics they put into each of their songs, I love the melodies, I love the choreography, I love how each member put effort in every album, they work hard in every video making and of course having a handsome/cute appearance also great sense of humor is a huge bonus! so... anyone who happens to read this will know how much I love them and why exactly I'm crazy about them. And one last but not least, the most charming thing about them is that they always keep in touch with us ARMYs, they made promises with us and also give us amazing gifts (ARMYs will know what I mean by all this), also they give the best fanservice, I can say that ARMYs is the most spoiled fandom yeay~~

Ok, back to the topic again.

It's not that I don't want to be an official ARMY, I'm on my way learning korean language and I'm also planning to study in Seoul or maybe work there, my dream is to live there not because of the idols, one of the main reason is that I've always wanted to live in a 4 season country since I'm from Indonesia and we only have summer and rain season... *sad*

The thing is, all international fans can relate to this. Joining official fanclub is SOOOOO SO SO HARD. I tried 2 times and failed, also I didn't become official this year, so my chances are gone, I have to wait for next year recruitment... *sad sad sad*

People may ask, what is it with joining this fanclub. Well actually this fanclub/fancafe is the only way we could directly post something to BTS and they actually read it, they can also send post to us and we know when they got online, it's like a private place for BTS and ARMYs. Fancafe contents are also not allowed to be posted outside the fancafe itself.

So what I'm trying to do now is, since I've missed my chances. I really want to write letters to BTS every single day if possible, maybe I should just post it here in my blog. I know for sure that BTS won't read it, no one actually would read it (lol) but I just want to look back and read what I felt back then about them and I don't want to forget how it feels like to be an ARMY. That's why maybe, I decided to make [TO BTS] (not decided yet) post which is a letter for them, and dedicated only to them.

Ahh damn, I write too long. Byeee~~

FINALLYYYY!!! 2015 BTS HYYH Live on stage.

I've been waiting for weeks for this and it finally arrived yesterday! I was so excited and lost my voice a little bit on my unboxing video lmao.

It's also my first time ever uploading a video on my Youtube Channel, you can check the video on this link. (thanks for watching!) I'm not going to talk about my channel just yet, you guys can read my channel description or the video description to know about my channel.

I'm also in the process of making BTS Line Stickers, I still got a long way to go until the review, I hope it can go on sale so that ARMYs and all my ARMYs friends on Line can use it! *finger crossed*

So, about this DVD, as you can see I got Suga photocard and I don't plan to trade or sell it although my ultimate bias is Jimin, I love BTS so I want to have all the members photocard not just Jimin haha and I haven't watch it yet not because I'm not excited about it, but there are so many spoiler on Youtube, everyone already upload it although it's illegal haha, the thing is I promised my friends to watch with them, so they going to stay over at my place and we're going to fangirl all day and all night long YEAAYY~ not just BTS though, my friend bought EXO DVD and she downloaded SNSD's Phantasia's concert and SMTOWN *lmao* so it's going to be a long night, and I can't wait for it!

INFIRES (?) wait... I mean INSPIRE

Okay, first of all, only ARMYs can understands my heading lmao

So on my last post I was talking about getting motivated so much that I really really reaaalllyyy want to work hard so that I can reach this goal of mine which my friends think is "impossible".

It's not like I fell in love or something because people said that falling in love can give you this positive thoughts and motivates you to do some stuffs... whatever, whoever come up with that got no jams... *again with BTS's references lol*

I'm planning to live overseas one day, I'm tired being here (my hometown) not because I don't appreciate it but I know myself more than anyone else. I really need a new environment for me to developed and I honestly tired living with my mom... although she's my hero, she's the love of my life but I'm tired of her complaining about everything that I do, I can't help it, I can't help her yet, I still have a little bit more time, I wanna graduate with good grades, got a job and slowly moving out and make her proud from a distance. It's not that won't miss her or the rest of my family... but I'm a really bad kid actually... haha

I don't miss my family that much, I don't miss my mom that much when she's away for few days or week, I don't call her just to say that I miss her, I don't ask her how she doing and anything. I'm really bad at being a child. So all I can do to repay her is work hard and make her proud.

Thank you, for motivating me this much. The person don't even know that I exist but I'm very thankful that I finally have the courage to say that I wanted to do something and I will achieve it. They inspires me a lot and I know that someday I must thank them, make them at least know that I exist is all that I wanted.

"Hope that everything will work out fine..."