Change of plans...

It's normal to have changes in our life.

When I'm a kid I have a dream to be an astronaut or work in NASA because I really love looking at the sky, learning every planets and believe it or not I memorize every planet size and shit like... no one got time for that lol. I also tried to be a ballerina and I bailed because I hate the costume (I'm pretty sure that was the case because it was a very long time ago). I do modern dance from 6th to 9th grade and still doing dance cover but never post them (don't even ask haha). I played guitar since elementary school too until now actually but at first I wanted to be a drummer but my mom don't agree with drums (probably because it's boys stuff but hell no drums are cool for girls too). Many things I tried and now I'm a design student and trying to be a great designer.

Now what?

I did write a few months ago about wanting to live in Seoul, and after thinking about stuff, I realized 'why did I suddenly choose Seoul?', my whole life I've been a fan of Europe countries, my first ever country that I dream of living in is England. Where the fuck did Seoul came from? lmfaooooo...... My friends always said to dream big, and Seoul is not big enough. Now that I think about it again, I really wanna go to Brighton and just England... England is so beautiful, that is the first reason why I choose international university because I want to go to Northumbria but my stupid ass just failed at some shit and can't go, so I decided to just take a winter program in south korea, just taking any chance I have before I regret it (again). Also other than England, I really wanna go to Italy, I'm learning the language for months already but still suck.

And other than planing to moving out from the country, I have this stupid random hope to be a pro dota player. I KNOW, I KNOW, don't judge me hahaha.... ha......

I've been playing that game for almost 3 years now and I know that's still not enough, I'm a fan of Evil Geniuses and Arteezy so wherever Arteezy is I'll be a fan of that team lol but no not really, I love EG more than any team. When I play dota, I never get bored and always learn something new. It's just a great way to refresh myself and build up my gaming skills without socializing with people.

I know, I have a problem.

I don't even know what's the point writing all this, it can change in a year or maybe tomorrow. But for the very least, I have hope for the future.